Bip The Fool's Look Out Point

Sometimes it seems like there are things and people out there who just don't want me happy. I mean really happy. I have often played What-If. What if I left. What if I took that part. What if I just wasent here. See those are just that...what ifs. I know what I can do and I also know whats expected of me. I also know that if people want to be friends with me they need to just ask. Thats all. Ask and mean it. I figure I am not going to make everyone happy and that it is better for me if I just stop trying. I am looking out for me. I just want to be happy for a while. Thats all...it really isent that much to ask. There is too much hate and betrayal and mean things that I have to deal with...and I wont anymore. I have to start leaving people behind and dust over that page in history. So I guess I have some things to do. Pick up and what not. If anyone is actually reading this then you might also ask why I posted this. Well I just had to get it out somewhere and I think only 1 or 2 people might ever see it.


Runaway Train (I love this song)
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
I promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep; there's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just a-drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

And everything seems cut and dried,
Day and night, earth and sky,
Somehow I just don't believe it

Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Runaway train, never coming back
Runaway train, tearing up the track
Runaway train, burning in my veins
I run away but it always seems the same
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