Bip The Fool's Look Out Point

I'm angry and i don't know why. Someone who i watched online and reviewed games and imports. just another face on the screen. He posted a few videos and teased some stuff for upcoming videos. In his last video he was excited that he would be playing new stuff in a few months with the Vita. The He committed suicide. I have always been of the thought that anyone who kills them self was someone to hate that they were bad or something weak i dunno I just did not stand for it. I never really knew anyone who had done it so it was easy to judge but this man was a happy guy. From all the videos and in memory of videos that people are posting of him it was clear that he inspired them and was always a good person. and from watching more videos i caught this one. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tN60yFjO-g And its. i dunno I get the Mr. Rodgers vibe off it. He actually cared about everyone and he wanted to help people. He was sincere about it. This is someone i try to be and want to be and then i remember what he did and i just don't know why. i have no answers and there is no one i can really talk about it with. I don't understand why a person would do it and now I just can't understand it. And i don't understand why i am so damned mad or upset because i never met him and he was not someone that I always caught. But when i did it was always fun and enjoyable and he actually made me pay attention as it was something in his video that you wanted to pay attention. and now i am just I don't know A thing that keeps getting repeated is that there are no words to put this in perspective or to show how i can put the feelings into words and i have to agree with that. Over all I am mad at myself. For how i felt about people who commit suicide and for everything with him. he was just a nice man and I will actually miss him. A person i never met and only saw on you tube had an effect on me and that's something i never expected. RIP Justin Carmical.
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I'm still alive...or am i? I dunno its a lot to think about. I think i need a place to put my thoughts again...interesting i still have this...this will work...this will work fine...the overlords will be happy.
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Woot Pax is up soon!
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no posts in a while. Not due to a lack of news. Many new things. Not many i can talk about. I figure I should start posting a few things before they find out and come. It would be better that there is some record of everything and how everything was planned and went down. If we do not learn from history then we are doomed to repeat it. But the again repeating is also a good thing if you are on the right side. You never know who is watching or listening. So if you know the codes and the ways you will know how to be ready for this. I have to move on...I think they know where I am.
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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I found a new store that sells Jolt Cola!!!!
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Its a hell of a game!
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I want to thank all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me your damn chain letters over the past few years. Yes, thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of what's left of my heart for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy.

Because of your concern...I no longer can drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains.

I no longer drink Pepsi or DR Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans.

I no longer drink anything out of a can because I will get sick from the rat feces and urine.

I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer.

I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS.

I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day.

I no longer use margarine because it's one molecule away from being plastic.

I no longer go to shopping malls because someone will drug me with a perfume sample and rob me.

I no longer receive packages from UPS or FedEx since they are actually Al Qaeda in disguise.

I no longer answer the phone because someone will ask me to dial a stupid number for which I will get the phone bill from hell with calls to Jamaica, Uganda, Singapore, and Uzbekistan.

I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers.

I no longer date the opposite sex because they will take my kidneys and leave me taking a nap in a bathtub full of ice.

I no longer buy expensive cookies from Neiman Marcus since I now have their recipe.

I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish.

Thanks to you, I have learned that God only answers my prayers if I forward an email to seven of my friends and make a wish within five minutes. (Geez, the BIBLE did not mention it works that way!)

I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl who is about to die in the hospital (for the 1,387,258th time).

I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program.

Yes, I want to thank all of you soooooooo much for looking out for me!
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http://community.dofus.com/index.php
I *had* free time....all gone now...way too fun...
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Always look on the bright side of life.
[whistling]
Always look on the light side of life.
[whistling]

If life seems jolly rotten,
There's something you've forgotten,
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps,
Don't be silly chumps.
Just purse your lips and whistle. That's the thing.
And...

Always look on the bright side of life.
[whistling]
Always look on the right side of life,
[whistling]

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word.
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin.
Give the audience a grin.
Enjoy it. It's your last chance, anyhow.
So,...

Always look on the bright side of death,
[whistling]
Just before you draw your terminal breath.
[whistling]

Life's a piece of shit,
When you look at it.
Life's a laugh and death's a joke. It's true.
You'll see it's all a show.
Keep 'em laughing as you go.
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.
And...
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http://www.nydailynews.com/news/local/story/320618p-274211c.html

I mercilessly slaughtered hundreds of aliens after Space Invaders was released.
I developed an eating disorder after playing Pac Man.
I went to the zoo and murdered all of the gorillas after a few levels of Donkey Kong.
Tron made me chuck a frisbee at my sisters's head.
Frogger... oh man you don't want to know...

If Pac-Man affected us as kids we'd all be walking around in dark rooms eating magic pills while listening to repetitive electronic music. -Karen Price, Nintendo Representative


Taken from a website that I totally agree with:
What more do you want, parents? There's a rating system on the games now. Your only -- and may I say flimsy -- excuse was that you had no way of knowing what type of content might be found in a given video game.

Because lord knows you couldn't ask your kid. I mean, talk to your own child? About his or her interests? Being a part of your son or daughter's life? Crazy! Good thing you cried to the government instead. Now we've got that rating system you can completely ignore as if it was your kid.

I mean, seriously. They'll buy their twelve year old kids video games that simulate "realistic" violence and it's someone else's fault how, exactly? Would these parents let their kids wander into a porno theater with $50 and be surprised when they witness something as innocuous as Chitty, Chitty Gang Bang?

Of course not. You wouldn't let your kid within a mile of that place.

But when a video game box has "Rated M for Mature" plastered all over it, tells you what happens in the game on the back along with a couple screen shots, has a cover splattered in blood and a title like "Kill, Kill, Kill the Cops All Day Long", these mouth-breather parents throw their hands up in the air and lament to the government how can it possibly be legal to allow an industry to subsist entirely on chicanery and lies for no other purpose than to expose precious little Chandler Hunter Morgan to the 21st century's Clockwork Orange?

It's not like you're picking up a box that says Happy Sunshine Love only to find out that it contains a game that encourages you to skullfuck dogs and says things like All The Cool Kids Hurt Animals.

When precious Hunter Morgan Chandler gets his driver's license and careens off a cliff, are you going to sue the video games for having cars and cliffs that obviously trained your son to drive off a cliff because, "Everyone else was doing it, you get 10,000 points for a good explision," or are you going to sue automakers for building cars that move forward? Hell, why not both! Awesome!

I think what bugs me the most about this tripe is that it's an argument built out of fantasy. And it's just the latest one. Is there a genetic timebomb inside of every generation? Does it go off at the exact moment the generation, as a collective or spirit right out of Planetary, realizes that its fate is not its own; that it's the next generation that'll keep the world running in the very near future? Does the sheer horror of that truth force them to imagine phantom threats to distract themselves from the inevitablity of change? Don't worry about the world you're giving to your kids, or that you've done nothing to prepare them intellectually or emotionally for the responsibility of running it. Worry instead about the comic books, the rock and/or roll music, the violent movies, and now video games!

"It's not my fault my kid doesn't know the difference between right and wrong, or fantasy and reality, it must be those darn video games I kept buying him in lieu of parenting."
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